I was stunned.
I was in Italy, at my first (male-dominated) robotics conference – watching in shock as a young woman presenter was publicly bullied, tag-team style, by two senior men.
It was horrible to watch. I kept expecting someone to stop it. No one did.
Afterwards a couple of male colleagues agreed how awful it was, shaking their heads.
I deeply regret not defending that young woman.
“I regret nothing!”
We often hear people saying they have no regrets. I’ve said it myself. Donald Trump appears fond of the phrase.
Why do we deny regret? Why is it so uncomfortable?
- Does it feel like we’ve made a too-costly mistake?
- Does it feel like an admission of wrong-doing?
- Does a mistake-admission feel tantamount to an admission that we are a mistake?
Regardless of the reason we are reluctant to own our regret, if we do so, we are wasting an extremely valuable emotion.
As American researcher Dr. Brené Brown discusses in one of her several books – to live without regret is to live an unexamined life. Regret can motivate us to make better choices – ones more in line with our values.
I felt awful about what happened to that young woman, and decided the next time I witnessed bullying I would not be a confused, silent bystander.
The next time was at a domestic-abuse seminar.
I was horrified by the female presenter for two reasons. Firstly, she didn’t understand the psychology of abuse. The second reason she appalled me was her ‘man-bashing’ (the abuse of women will not be stopped by the abuse of men). So I stood up and protested.
While the speaker was defensive, afterwards two senior counselors – one female, one male – thanked me for speaking up.
Regret = “I wish I’d had the courage”
The woman counselor said she wished she’d had the guts to speak up too. The man – one of the finest counselors I know – said, as a man, he felt he couldn’t speak up.
I asked this gentle, skilled, man how he tolerated this outrage. He shrugged and said he was used to it – it was the price to pay for being able to work at the (voluntary, female-dominated) organization. This man saved lives.
Brené Brown found most people’s regrets involved failures of courage or kindness.
I doubt I changed the minds of the domestic-abuse presenter. But I don’t have to live with the regret of failing to speak up again, and – importantly – courage, and maybe regret, is contagious.
The shift from confusion to courage
I’m confident the female counselor who thanked me for speaking up, will be the next one to shift from silent, appalled, bystander to courageously stand up and intervene.
As I’m focusing on habits – please practice the habit of not wasting perfectly good regret.
Pre-planning helps. Decide now what you will do next time it happens – that thing you regret.
Whether a personal kindness or political courage – all the is required for the triumph of evil is for good people to do nothing.
FREE download “How to get the mind-focusing effects of Ritalin – without using the drug” How do you think I finished my Ph.D. thesis on time? This strategy is the big gun of behavior psychology. Click here to subscribe and get the free behavior psychology strategy
Share: Be a hero the easy way! If you think others will find this article mildly interesting/slightly funny/quite moving/not too boring, then please share on Facebook, LinkedIn, Google+, and/or Twitter, using the social media buttons above and below this blog post.
Trump, Hitler, and Me: How bullies are physiologically motivated to bully – my Huffington Post favorite!
Bring it! How I learned to be fearless – A short read, where I’m not really advocating for the absence of fear – as nice as that would be sometimes – rather not allowing fear to be our decision-makers.
I think I need to write some funnier articles. Fun is still allowed, even helpful, during grim times. Soon.